Turbulence

Welp. Here we are again. Penning my feelings to the online void for relief. There are a multitude of realizations happening all at once. I can’t say I am experiencing this for the first time, but I am not the person I used to be. I was sure about my choices but those choices didn’t end up being correct. How do I proceed now?

Self-reflection is always my main course, so I actually know what steps to take next. In the meantime, I am not okay. I am frazzled and confused, hurt and upset. Dumbfounded about where I went wrong, obsessing about how to stop making mistakes. But its these kinds of times that can catapult me in the right direction.

I will never stop loving unabashedly. And I can’t say this enough, my close friends and family are incredible. When I feel ashamed to be vulnerable they remind me to let it all out. Obviously, this moment in time is just that. I’ll heal and transform into a better version of myself. See you on the other side of growth.