Culmination

My nights are quiet.

My heart, slowly leaking.

The light I used to see,

Has gone past me

Left you there waiting,

For my own good.

Trying not to remember...

Taking my sweet time

Stitching myself back together,

Open to what's next

Until we cross paths again

Unless God has better plans...

If you know me then you know I simply have to express myself. I keep going in and out of hurt. Knowing I made the right decision but mourning time spent. Letting you go and hoping for the best. Questioning for no real reason other than easing the pain. Wanting to resume whatever we had just to dodge the reality. I broke a number of cycles this year but the growing pains are no joke. I'll look back at this post one day and things will be different.